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I used to be queenansleis.tumblr.com and actually still am but on a different account and if you follow me there it will help me feel better about my life
This blog is so I can post selfies and make poorly conceived text posts when I'm sad cause I'm pathetic
please pay attention to me: a memoir
i think the main reason i’m so jealous of everyone else is that they can punch me in the face and i can’t
if you think yr doing badly in life i just want you to know that last night i was so lonely that i played neopets until i passed out and i’m finna do the same thing tonight too
the only reason i havent deleted this account is because i need it for when nobody pays attention to me on my actual blog#actually that pathetic
batshitgenius said: Ah, that is a familiar feeling to me. I think you’re being too hard on yourself. Many people tend to compare their own flaws to other people’s “perfections,” and it’s not a fair, objective criticism or evaluation.at all. It’s a destructive mentality.
idk I have a lot of destructive mentalities, i feel like this one is probably one of the more tolerable/normal ones. i generally am too hard on myself, i have a pretty severe obsession w/ (my own) physical appearance and i mean when i’m happy i think that i look pretty good but i’m not very happy right now. idk.
batshitgenius said: There is a very narrow definition of beauty in high school…tan, blonde, etc. Not saying that you are susceptible to conformist beauty standards, but my two gorgeous best friends grew up thinking they were ugly as well. Now they know they hot lol.
I don’t really know what my definition of beauty is considering I legitimately believe every girl who isn’t me is beautiful. Other people seem so flawless to me, and I don’t know how to seem that way.#batshitgenius